Goodbye, Tatsuya

Yesterday night was my last date with Tatsuya. I broke up with him, though it was pretty miserable for both of us. For a while now I've been questioning the sense in dating someone I rarely see, especially given that I have a limited time in Japan to begin with. Gradually I got more and more unhappy with the situation until I decided that I didn't want to continue our relationship. Prior to this, I never could've imagined breaking up with someone I still liked; I always figured you broke up with someone because they did something terrible, or you didn't care about them anymore. But I still care about Tatsuya, and I still regard him very highly. I just want something he can't really give me, which is time together.

Anyhow, I'm hoping we can be friends eventually, though maybe it's not possible at the moment. For now I'm just going to keep busy with the musical, and hope that he's doing alright, too.